babble..

right now, K is on his way back from Houston.. picking up his car. He had to have it worked on while he was at work, and had to go pick it up after...
I got off at 7:00 tonight, on what should have been a 'paid holiday'. i also worked last saturday, and sunday. I am so ready to see him tonight. To talk about his new job, tell him about database issues and things that, now in retro- can seem funny to look back on. . . . now that im not in panic mode.

I am exhausted, and extremely blessed.
so blessed to have a job, that asks me to stay late, to work longer, because i can be trusted to get the job done properly; for my amazing love to finally find a job that it seems that he can be happy at.

Today while I was on lunch I went and looked at a new 'potential' first house for me and Kyle. Its so hard not to get my hopes up, because I really fell in love with the house.. I could see me and Kyle making breakfast in the kitchen, having bbq's with friends, and even having kids there. I already have it decorated in my mind. I could see us staying there for the next 20 years.. and it is getting really hard to not get attached to.
Now im just hoping that what we are planning for and praying about... is in His plans too. That it is where we need to be. That God will help us, and our little family grow there.
If thats not where we need to be though, I know where ever we end up will be good :)

Today was long. This whole weekend, has been long. We had a visit from my brother-in-law and Erin. We didn't see our visitors for about a total of 2 hours while they were in all weekend... with everything going on, and with personality's that clash - this was probably best.
My sweet puppy, Clutch, also turned 2. He received all kinds of new toys to destroy, and extra treats. Next weekend is my birthday, and i'll be turning 22. There are plans to go to Houston, im not sure what the plans are once we are there though. Im hoping that we will be able to ... from the sounds of work just before leaving tonight, it seems that i will be there again this coming weekend too.

as for now, it is time for a bubble bath, a glass of wine and to light some candles. I just want to relax.. and then go to sleep after whispering sweet-nothings to my soul-mate.