Bitter Sweet

I have always been a dreamer. I dream up extravagant things that truley are never feesible, or things that could be possible but are so far out of reach. When I was little. I always wanted to fly. And I'm not talking like fly an airplain, but more like Marry Poppins style. I would go outside with my umbrella and jump off anything that I could climb on. Dangerous? Yes. But I can't lie. I still think it was be amazing to be able to do that. In a bad situation? Grab the umbrella!!
My most recent dream? Go to school, be a nurse. Aparently it's just not for me. And yes, its because the classes are way to hard. Poor excuse, again yes, but I want to be happy. TRUlEY happy with what I do in my career. And I don't want the stresses that indeed, would  come with nursing. I'm afraid that I won't be able to deal with it. Especially when I couldn't deal with just the one class. I guess that's why it's a good thing I've always been a dreamer, because with many dreams... Come many back up plans. I'm not really sure where I fit in in this world. Or where God wants me. But I guess I can find out one dream at a time?....... 
So! Current dream that I will be chasing? Well the new plan is to go to SFASU and (fingers crossed) major in Dance. Yes, I realize that this is a pointless degree. And that more than likely. Won't help me get a "real" job. Believe me, since I've called the parentals that's all I've been told. But when I was in school & on dance, that was when I was happy. I could dance for hours. & be stress free. Alot of times after school when the gyms were closed I would go in with no one around and dance for hours. So. No. I probably won't get far, but it's something that I love doing. So for now, that's where I'm starting. Kyle supports me and really that's what matters. Right?