Generally, every morning I wake up at 7:40 & manage to make it to work – with breakfast, by 8:10. This morning though I woke up at 7:00 so I could straighten my hair. You would think that with the extra 40 minutes that I would be better prepared for work. Wrong. I couldn’t find my over shirt so I had to change, then couldn’t find my shoes. Once that was done I had to leave & forgot my keys & left my breakfast. This is something that never happens in my usual ‘I have to be in the car in the next two minutes’ kind of morning. Maybe it’s because school starts today & I’m scatter brained due to that. Either way, I made it to work… and I will make it to school. With everything or not.
On a side note – with everything going on. I’ve come to remember how much I LOVE the feeling of stress. The anxiety.. it’s almost refreshing. The way my heart beats a little faster throughout the day. I think that is one of the reasons I have put so much on my plate recently. A subconscious thing I’ve done without realizing. It’s not a good thing though. It’s really bitter sweet.
And my last thought for now – I wish this baby fever would go away. I do want babies, and would be thrilled beyond belief.
But I need to focus on school.
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